The fantasy began sometime ago through our communication I have seduced you made you happy and sad, have taken your inhibitions and made you dream of me, have opened your mind and made you lust for me, feelings are surfacing like never before, making you ache for me for my words to reassure you I care. You hunger for my dreams, for my fantasies for whatever it is your missing my love it is in your dreams. Let go of your fear of being hurt, the fear of not being loved and the fear of loosing me, because forever will my love be yours.
Even through the pain of our separation have I never doubted your love and commitment to me, and jet I have given it back to you out of my own fear and longing for you that has scared me to death.
I am scared of what might be what might come to destroy our fragile beginning and am not sure I am equipped to handle it. Afraid I might and already have failed you my sweet darling.
I am missing you so much, am so last without you at my side, so utterly forlorn without your comforting me in spirit mind and body.
You asking me do I love you, do I miss you, do I really care for you, and if you have read all I have written to you.
Why do you ask?
I promise on my soul that everything I have said in my mails to you is and has been straight from my heart. It is me you see in these words, it is me you sense between the lines and my hands caressing you in your dreams;
It is my voice whispering love to you at night, exciting your senses and your mind.
Yes my darling I love you, I love you so much that it scares me, makes me questioning my own sanity and sometimes I wish I could go back in time and forget ever meeting you.
But we both know I can’t and so I live with you inside of me, inside my mind and all I have is wishful memories of what might be.
Tell me of yourself, tell me your dreams and desires your fantasies and fears, wishes that you though where never meant for you. You know all that I am, I have given myself to you in my writings, have given you my dreams and my fears. Oh yes my darling I am still and will always be in love with you
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